Hello there! I hope this finds you well.
Update! I finally moved back into my house. Well, David left... so I won't stay there by myself so I'm just waiting on a roommate. I've got a couple of people I'm deciding on. Decisions, decisions.
My body is so sore from working out. Katie and I worked out yesterday. Gah, she is so hardcore but I love it. I want to be that hardcore. Ok, she's not perfect but, I swear, she's really damn close. You've seen pictures. She's strikingly beautiful. There's a difference between being a good-looking person and piercing people with beauty. She's the latter. What's really neat is the fact she's just that beautiful inside. She's such a good friend, she just gets me. I think I get her too and I like that. I love that she loves red wine because none of my friends like it as much as me. We drink alot of wine and I just love the way she grips her wine glass with her long, slender fingers and turns her head to the side when she talks. I can still picture clearly the two of us sitting in a Parisien cafe drinking wine. The light would shine in through the streets and flicker against the silverware and our glasses. I love that she cares about school like I do. I love that she tells me exactly how it is. I really respect her for being such a hard worker, and most of all, for being there for me.
I have not spent one night without my new friends. My boys are so great (Blake & Alex). It's so weird to actually know boys who will do something besides sit on their ass. My mom was SO stunned (well, so was I) because they came over last night with EVERYTHING for a cookout. They cooked everything for us and even made my mom's plate. They're my best good friends. I just love them.
I really can't explain how happier I am now. I've literally changed my whole life and it really wasn't THAT hard. It just cost me ALOT of money. Some people, I guess, can just change without an experience. I had to pay over 10 grand for a trip to Paris to see the truth. But, honestly, I don't care. There's no limit on what I would have paid for my life as it is now. I have no animosity towards David at all. It's like I just take the situation for what it is. It has to be this way. Honestly, I know it's about forgiveness. I forgive him, I do. I wish him only the best. He didn't take one picture of me. He was a part of my life, though, and I'm keeping all the pictures. I refuse to throw them away. Hell, I might even display one ...just to remind me of what I never want to happen again. :)
I have such a BIG August.
August 2-3: ATL for STS9 with Laura
August 7-9: 22nd Birthday Party in a cabin in Pigeon Forge
August 10-17: St. George Island with Katie and the family
August 29: JOHN MAYER CONCERT IN ATL!
You can tell what I'm most excited about. I get to see my John. I can't wait.
My best to you and yours! Have a good one.
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