There's a song by John Mayer. It's simply entitled "Say." Listen to it, it's good. If you didn't know me, you might think this is weird, but I tend to relate many of the events and situations in my life to John Mayer songs. Well, I really just think about his words all the time. He writes his songs in a way that they are relatable to anyone. Anyways, "Say" is one of my favorites right now. He emphasizes the fact that we need to "say what you need to say." I agree, you know, if there's something on your mind or in your heart that is needing to be voiced, we need to go for it. Who knows when the next time you'll get the opportunity? It's possible that we'll never get the opportunity again.
My new friend, Alex (whom I met through Katie), just had a horrible tragedy happen in his life. It's really strange because I really don't know him that well at all but I've been trying to help him get through this and be there for him. That's just how I am: :) always trying to help. Alex lost his father last Saturday, the day after the 4th. He died at home while Alex was there. Now, as if that's not jarring enough, this man actually walked outside and shot himself in the head. When Alex told me, I had no idea how to react or what to say. Now that it's sunk in for about a week, it's easier for me to listen to Alex about it and to reciprocate (which was very hard at first).
I really believe that everything that happens in life, happens to you for a reason. Even if its not directly related to me, I believe things happen so I can learn from them. His father dying taught me to never take my parents for granted. Alex taught me exactly what it means to be strong in a situation like that. If your reading this, please say a little prayer for my friend.
Katie came home on Friday night. I went and picked her up from the airport. I really missed her so I'm glad she's home. Tonight, we're going to her parent's house when she gets off work. I think it's quite rare to find someone that you feel like you can talk to about anything. I feel lucky that Katie (and others) have drifted into my life at what seems like the absolute best time possible. I really need people to talk to right now because, even though I try to pretend like I am, I'm not THAT strong. I need my friends to help me put things into perspective, give me advice, and most importantly, make me laugh :).
I'm trying to get everything organized to move back into my house. I really can't wait. I'm gonna completely re-do it. I'm painting my bathroom and putting up new pictures. We're doing new carpet in the living room and refinishing the hardwood. It's gonna be like a brand new house, which is exactly what I need... I think :). Really, who knows what I really need? I've just gotta do what I think is right and hope I'm not mistaken. Whatever I do, I know that my friends and family will be there to celebrate the victories and soothe the pain caused by the mistakes. Thanks for reading, again or ...for the first time. Have a good one!
My new friend, Alex (whom I met through Katie), just had a horrible tragedy happen in his life. It's really strange because I really don't know him that well at all but I've been trying to help him get through this and be there for him. That's just how I am: :) always trying to help. Alex lost his father last Saturday, the day after the 4th. He died at home while Alex was there. Now, as if that's not jarring enough, this man actually walked outside and shot himself in the head. When Alex told me, I had no idea how to react or what to say. Now that it's sunk in for about a week, it's easier for me to listen to Alex about it and to reciprocate (which was very hard at first).
I really believe that everything that happens in life, happens to you for a reason. Even if its not directly related to me, I believe things happen so I can learn from them. His father dying taught me to never take my parents for granted. Alex taught me exactly what it means to be strong in a situation like that. If your reading this, please say a little prayer for my friend.
Katie came home on Friday night. I went and picked her up from the airport. I really missed her so I'm glad she's home. Tonight, we're going to her parent's house when she gets off work. I think it's quite rare to find someone that you feel like you can talk to about anything. I feel lucky that Katie (and others) have drifted into my life at what seems like the absolute best time possible. I really need people to talk to right now because, even though I try to pretend like I am, I'm not THAT strong. I need my friends to help me put things into perspective, give me advice, and most importantly, make me laugh :).
I'm trying to get everything organized to move back into my house. I really can't wait. I'm gonna completely re-do it. I'm painting my bathroom and putting up new pictures. We're doing new carpet in the living room and refinishing the hardwood. It's gonna be like a brand new house, which is exactly what I need... I think :). Really, who knows what I really need? I've just gotta do what I think is right and hope I'm not mistaken. Whatever I do, I know that my friends and family will be there to celebrate the victories and soothe the pain caused by the mistakes. Thanks for reading, again or ...for the first time. Have a good one!
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